Friday, July 11, 2014

At this Moment...

I'm feeling emotionally drained at this moment. I kind of wish I was satisfied with myself then I would probably not even be doing this weight-loss challenge or even be awake at this hour.

It sucks that losing weight is so difficult..

I am in desperate need of some motivation.

Where can I find it?

ugh..... I cannot even pretend that the only reason I am emotionally drained is because of weight-loss. I had another failed relationship.

I am not sad.
Not.at.all.

I am just disappointed that guys and me are so incompatible. Regardless of what a man's astrological classification is I am simply unmatchable or uninterested. I have plenty of men who I converse with and who are interested in having a romantic relationship with me I am just so ...eh I am not sure what to call it... Indifferent, maybe?

Regardless, I have no feelings towards men right now other than disappointment and disinterest. I cannot wait until I met the man who changes my mind. *sighs dreamily*  

Wearily,

J.

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